Winnipeg woman with terminal cancer slowly preparing children, mother for life without her

Moms seem to have never-ending to-do lists in their minds. Whether that's picking up the kids from daycare, organizing summer camps, making sure homework gets done, handling work, handling relatives it goes on and on.

But Catherine Wreford Ledlow's list is a bit different.

On top of everything else,Wreford Ledlow is preparing her four- and seven-year-oldchildren for the day she dies.

She was diagnosed with brain cancer in 2013, just five weeks after giving birth to her daughter, Quinn.

"My whole life was turned upside down," said Wreford Ledlow, 37, a long-time dancer from Winnipeg who has performed on stagesfrom Broadway to her hometown.

While things started to change in her life, she says motherhood was the constant she held onto to get her through tough days.

"I knew I had to get up to feed [the new baby].I had to just keep going, and I think I would have gotten just lost had I not had her."

Setting the stage

Wreford Ledlowcontinues to feed her passion for performing. Sheauditions for film and theatre productions and says the rehearsals help keep her sharp.

"It's a good way to keep my brain working and memorizing lines, and it's what I enjoy doing," she said.

While the arts help her brain, Wreford Ledlow says it's also important for her children to see her living her life. Her children most recently saw her perform as Cassie in Rainbow Stage's production of A Chorus Linein March.

"I wanted my kids to see that I can still do it, like, 20 years laterand I still love doing it. Even though I have brain cancer, that's not going to stop me."

Planning for the future

While her terminal illness isn't holding her back from enjoying the present, Wreford Ledlow says she's constantly thinking of the future when she's with her children.

"I appreciate every secondbut at the same time, I want my kids to get used to living with being closer to my mom," she said.

My kids ask me, 'how long are you going to be around?'And I say 'nobody knows.'- CatherineWrefordLedlow

"Wewill get to the point where I won't be able to be there. And I know my mom will be.I want them to feel just as comfortable [with her] and be able to ask her about their period, about sex, and all that kind of stuff that I may or may not be able to answer for them."

To do that, Wreford Ledlowsays her kids spend a lot of time with their "grammy," former CBCjournalist Diane Wreford. The families live in the same neighbourhood, and the children stay at their grandparents' house often.

But there has to be honesty, too, she says.

"My kids ask me, 'how long are you going to be around?'And I say 'nobody knows,'" she said.

"Everyone dies. We could live forever or we could die tomorrow. So that's something they've learned."

Mom to Mom

When it comes to her own mom, Wreford Ledlowsays she's learned the best from the best.

"Even in high school, I said if I could be half as good a mom as my mom, I'll be doing great," she said.

And whileDiane Wreford says everything changed the day her daughterwas diagnosed, there are positive lessons to follow right now.

"She's taught us that every single day should be like Mother's Daysomething to celebrate always, and to love each other, support each other."