Families question value of missing, murdered women inquiry

Just months before commissioners begin hearing testimony as part of thenational inquiry into missing and murdered Indigenous women, some Ottawa-Gatineau-area families are still unsure if they'lltake part.

It's been more than eightyears since Maisy Odjick, then 16,and Shannon Alexander, then 17,were last seen in Maniwaki, Que., just outside KitiganZibi First Nation.

"It's like a living nightmare," said Odjick's mother, Laurie Odjick. "I go to bed thinking about her. I wake up thinking about her. There's not a day that goes by when we don't think about her and it's gone on for too long."

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Odjickpushed for an inquiry after Maisy's disappearanceand was "very pleased" when it was announced now she's wondering if the federal government has "set them up for failure."

"I'm still on the fence, because it's moving kind of slow," Odjick said. "Seriously. Two years? It takes a lot more time than two years."

'Is it going to help? I don't know'

The inquiry was called last summer, making good on a 2015 campaign promise made by theLiberals. However, it has been slow to collect names for its database.

So far, 147 people across the country have said they will take part in the inquiry. A spokesperson said it's difficult to know how many are from the Ottawa-Gatineau region because not everyone has included where they are from.

"I'm kind of disappointed, because I thought the inquiry would be a bit different," said Bridget Tolleyof the grassroots organization Families of Sisters in Spirit, who lives in Maniwaki, Que.

"I've been doing this for 15 years, and (what) I hear families talking about is help for families when they're missing, and help with the unsolved, and healing and stuff like this. But I don't think this is going to happen in this public inquiry."

Tolley and her organization have been holding rallies for years to raise awareness of missing and murdered Indigenous women. Her mother Gladys was struck and killed by a Sret du Qubeccruiser in 2001, a case she'd like reopened.

Long delays, the limited engagement of families, and the fact that the inquiry hasn't begun recording testimonies yet have all shaken Tolley'sconfidence in the process.

"They already have a final date when the testimonies will stop for families, and it's in the fall. So that doesn't give much time for families," she said.

Inquiry won't give answers families need

Both Tolley and Odjick have little hope the inquiry will help answer the questionsthat remain in the cases of their loved ones.

"I know that this national inquiry ain't going to bring back my child or give me answers that I need," said Odjick."But I want some good to come from it."

Her biggest hope is that familiesof missing or murderedwomenwill getmore support whether that's counselling, treatment forpsychological trauma or a change in how police treat these cases.

"A lot of families were not treated properly," she said."There's no help for us out there. Nothing. Nothing, nothing, nothing. We live with this day to day, everyday, and there's still no help."

In her case, Odjick saidher daughterMaisy was immediately labelled as a runaway, rather than a"typical teenager" someone who loved drawing, making her own clothes and spending time with her friends and family.

"That does a lot of damage to the families and it does a lot of damage as to how people help you," she said. "There was no help because people believed that and people still believe that to this day."

Odjick said she'dlike the inquiry totackle what she believes is inherent racism in the justice system, but she doubts it will.

"I hope so," she said, "but in my heart, I don't think so."

Indigenous leaders should 'stand united'

Despite herhesitations about the inquiry'simpact, Odjick said hermeeting with inquiry commissioners last month hasconvinced her theyhave the best interest of families at heart.

Now she wants Indigenous leaders and organizationsto stop "spewing negativity."

"We see it all over. I see it onFacebookalmost everyday they're criticizing this national inquiry," she said. "We need to stand united, and a lot of the damage is from organizations giving negative comments on this inquiry."

Odjick said she hasn't decided if she will register yet, but says she likely will and hopes others will as well.

"The families that can and are able to yes, they need to sign up," she said. "I just want nobody forgotten."

There's no deadline for family members to express their interest in the inquiry, but public hearings are set to begin this May.