Brockville-area soldier came home from Vimy honoured but scarred

Thain Wendell MacDowell came home from the First World War honoured but battered.

The 26-year-old from the village of Maitland, Ont., near Brockville, had suffered a wound to his hand andseveral concussions. He had also earned aVictoria Cross for his quick thinking during theBattle of Vimy Ridge.

But his deepest scar was invisible and profound. At the time, doctorscalled it shell shock orneurasthenia the exhaustion of the nervous system, with symptoms that includedfatigue, insomnia, a rapid heartbeatand depression.

In simple terms, while MacDowell may have won the military'shighest award for valour at Vimy the only Canadian soldier to survive with one his spirit was crushed by the unimaginable horrors endured in the muddy landscape in France.

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Born in Lachute, Que., MacDowellgrew up in Maitland and enlisted on February 1, 1915, after graduating with a bachelor of arts from the University of Toronto oneyear earlier.

He signed up in Ottawa and was assigned to the 38th Battalion, which eventually became known as the Cameron Highlanders of Ottawa.

After a year training in Bermuda, the battalion arrived in France in the fall of 1916,with MacDowellserving asthe captain of "Company B"

The battalion's baptism by fire came at the Battle of the Somme in November. For taking out two German machine gun posts by himself andsaving hundreds of his men's lives MacDowell was awarded the Distinguished Service Order.

Vimybravery was 'remarkable'

MacDowell'slater actions at Vimy were "remarkable," said Mark Humphries, the Dunkley Chair in War and the Canadian Experience at Wilfrid Laurier University in Waterloo, Ont.

MacDowell was concussed at the Somme after a German shell exploded, sending him flying into the air, said Humphries.But after fivemonths in hospital, he was back with his men, fighting to capture Vimy Ridge a prizethe allies had previously failed at obtaining.

During the battle, MacDowellventured out into enemy territory with two runners, said Humphriesfoot soldiers who worked as couriers.

They came upon a German bunker, at which point MacDowell descended the more than 50 steps andstumbled upon 77 soldiers. The runners, said Humphries, remained up top.

"Instead of either firing his weapon or running away, he thinks very quickly on his feet and yells to this fictitious group of soldiers at the top, 'OK,boys, throw down the bombs," said Humphries, whose forthcoming bookA Weary Road: Shell Shock in the Canadian Expeditionary Force in WWIis partly devoted toMacDowell.

"The Germans throw up their hands, andMacDowellsends them out in small groups. The runners up top are astonished that, five at a time, these Germans come out of the bunker. AndMacDowellis still down there"

Mental collapse

MacDowell'sactions were key to the38thBattalion and the12thBrigade capturing a part of the ridge, said Humprhies. However, MacDowell suffered another concussion in the battle, and by June 1917 the men in his company noticed he was suffering from nervous exhaustion, Humphries said.

He was sent to a field hospital to recover from"trench fever" a euphemism,Humphries said, that was used for those who experienced mental collapse.

When he failed to get better, doctors ordered him to a hospital in London, where he was diagnosed withneurasthenia. According to his war service records, doctors noted his symptoms as extreme fatigue, bouts of profuse sweating, persistent insomnia, and heart palpations.

While in London, King George Vawarded Humphries his Victoria Cross for his efforts at Vimy Ridge at a ceremony at Buckingham Palace.

After being honoured, MacDowellsat while an artist painted his portrait.

'Etched on his face'

To understand the mental and physical collapse MacDowell was suffering, Humprhies said, one has tolook no further than thatpainting.

"You can see it etched on his face" he said. "He's clearly a man who doesn't want [to have] his portrait painted. I think you can see it etched in the lines in his face this inner struggle that he's experienced."

By July, with no real signs of recovery, MacDowell was sent home to Canada to recover at the Brockville General Hospital.The schedule for his recovery was extended twice.

Coincidentally,MacDowell's sister Eula was a nurse at the Brockville hospital, and she cared forher brother.

"Thesuperintendent of nursing called my mother in, and said, 'We can't do anything with him. And he's your brother so you'll have to move in with him,'" recalled Richard Dumbrille, Eula MacDowell's son.

Dumbrillesaidhe remembered his uncle as a brilliant man, but his mother revealed just how broken he was when he came home for treatment and rest.

"When he had one of these attacks, mother who was a featherweight jumped onto his chest and put her face right to his and persuaded him he was in a friendly area," Dumbrille said. "And she brought him around."

Never fought again

MacDowell was sent back to England in February 1918, where he performedlight duties until December. He never returned to the front in France.

He sailed back to Canada in January 1919 and spent time at the Florence Home in Ottawa, a home for recovering soldiers. But the symptoms he suffered earlier returned, and he was admitted to St. Anne de Bellevue, ahospital for veterans near Montreal.

Doctors noted MacDowell's own reports thathe only slept about threehours a night, that his handstrembled when he extended his arms, and his frequent spells of dizziness. MacDowell also told them that he haddifficulty concentrating and had losthis sense of ambition.

His diagnosis, said Humphries, wastypical of so many battle-fatigued soldiers.

"MacDowell's case illustrates how a soldier can change over time" said Humphries. "The way in which combat eats away at their ability to cope over time MacDowell simply becomes worn out because his experience is harrowing, horrific, and it's frightening"

In October 1919,MacDowell wasdischarged from St. Anne de Bellevue and left the army with the rank of lieutenant-colonel.

Despite his wartime ordeal, he ended up having a successful career in the mining industry. He married in 1929, had two sons, and died in the Bahamas in March 1960.

Today, MacDowell is buried in Oakland Cemetery, justoutside Brockville, Ont. and not far from where he grew up.

Humphries calledMcDowell's war experiences a double-edged sword.

"Onthe one level, he is one of Canada's most decorated soldiers of the First World War," said Humphries. "In both instances [he was] doing something that is exceptionally brave yet he also is sent back from the front suffering with shell shock, which at the time is perceived by some soldiers and doctors as cowardice."

"It demonstrates the way in which soldiers can exist in these two extremes simultaneously."