What the Caribbean Carnival has taught these women about their bodies

Imagine walking down the streets of Toronto in a bikiniwith a crowd of onlookers watching your every move.

To manyitmust sound like a nightmare.But to the womenwalking in this Saturday's Caribbean Carnival parade, it's an opportunity to show how much they love their own bodies.

These women strut down the streets of Toronto, wearing glittering headpieces, multi-colour feathersand jewelled bra tops with an undeniable confidence.

"To have something, an event from our culture that really gives you that emotion internally is really pretty amazing," said Thea Jackson, acostume designerwho works with over 100 parade participants. "How many things can you really think of that give you that kind of internal boost?"

Last month, some Pride participantsidentified body image as an issue in the annual march.CBC News asked three young women, all of whom have taken part in Caribbean Carnival festivities since childhood, how thisparade has taught them to be proud of how they look.

Shanna Porter

"I think every young girl, every woman is self-conscious, but at this time, no one's thinking about that," said Shanna Porter, 26, who began attendingparades when she was five.

"I know for me personally I was a very shy child," she said."Carnival really is what kind of brought me out of my shell."

Last year, Porterdecided to try the two-piece costume for the first time. In past years, she'd decided to go for more conservative options: full-piece body suits with cutouts, added details like feathers or straps for a little more coverage.

But the spirit of the Carnival brings out an innerconfidence, an "inner diva," as she puts it.

"You put the costume on and you kind of become someone else," she said. "You feel powerful, you feel strong, you feel pretty."

Even without the change, she's always felt comfortable at the parade.There's no one-size-fits-all, and that's what makes it such an amazing event, according to Porter.

"You get to feel good about yourself, really, and not worry about what the media says or what they're telling you whatyou're supposed to look like,"she said. "Nobody looks the same.This is what makes the world so great, is that everybody is different and everybody looks different and everyone's difference is beautiful."

Latoye Sharpe

The Carnival bug hit Latoye Sharpeat the age of six.

Growing up, she watchedolder generations of women take part, wear the costumes, immerse themselves in their culture and have fun.

When she had the chance to try on her own costume, shefelt like a Caribbean super hero.

"There's magic in those feathers," she said.

Women are obviouslydifferent sizes and colours,but Sharpe, now 28, believesCarnival is a day to celebratecultureand beingtogether.

"I think the most beautiful thing a woman can have on is her confidence," she says. "You will see bigger women, but they're killing their costume. They're slaying their costume."

Recently, Latoye went through a big change with her body. She dropped 60 pounds, wanting to have more stamina to do the sports and activities she enjoys.

"I've been on both sides," she said. "I've been on the bigger side and I've been on the smaller side, and Carnival's always taught me that no matter where I'm at, I'm where I'm supposed to be."

"It just really teaches you to accept yourself no matter what, because when you come here, we're all one and that's beautiful."

Celena Seusahai

CelenaSeusahaifeels powerful wearing one of the parade'smost eye-catching outfits, and says when people ask her for pictures, she's more than happy to oblige.

"I'm very secure in my body and I believe every woman should be," she said. "You can't necessarily change it, and it's just something that you should feel comfortable in."

She's takenthe stage since she was two-years-old and has always found the parade to be a supportive place.

"I think with the Caribbean culture, we're very accepting, especially atCaribana," she said, referring to the event's previous name."Everyone's just so friendly, and that's just something that makes you feel good inside."

Watch below to hear what designer TheaJackson hasto say about how Carnival costumes make women feel.

Designer Thea Jackson talks Caribbean Carnival costumes

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Costume designer Thea Jackson has been part of the parade festivities since she was 9. She says there's an energy around the Carnival that makes you feel free.