Destiny, duty and democracy: Turkey a year after the failed coup

Vahide Sevkatlioglu was willing to die. So was Ilhami Cil. They are two of the roughly2,500 people who now carry the formal title "Gazi," or veteran, in Turkey after flooding the streets on July 15, 2016 to stop those trying to topple their government.

For them, it was a mixture of duty and destiny; a unifying night for a country with a history of military coups. This was the night they said "enough." Even critics of the government made it clear they were relieved to see the coup fail.

But the tumultuousmonths since have created a Turkey where democracy's definition depends on who you ask.

Sevkatlioglu, 41, has only just returned home after 11 months in hospital. On that Friday night last summer, sheboltedout of bed in tears when she heard what was happening.

Soon she was making herway to Istanbul's Ataturk airport on foot with her husband, Mehmet Sefik Sevkatlioglu, hoping to help stop the coup. A neighbour would later tell her that when her husband was asked why he was running, he answered: "I'm going to be a martyr."

A tank mowed the couple down.His wife survived.

"I felt my legs dangling, but I didn't feel pain," Vahide Sevkatlioglu said from her apartment in Istanbul ahead of a nearly week-long commemoration of the coup anniversary.

Her left leg was amputated above the knee, her right is held together by metal rods and skin grafts. Her three children have lost their father.

Her faith leaves no room forregret.

"The first thing that came to my mind was Syria," Sevkatlioglu said, to explain why she felt she needed to protect her country. "We know what happened there."

Today, she says she is content. "My loss is big, but [it's] because we live with honour and because God allowed this for us."

"Don't do this!," Ilhami Cil remembers shouting when he saw all the soldiers lined up in front of him in Istanbul. The response, he said, was "guns and bullets." One of those bullets shattered his shin bone.

Cil and millions of others believe outside forces other countries are plotting to bring Turkey down. He believes the Turkish government when it says the powerful cleric Fethullah Gulen, who now lives in exile in Pennsylvania and is a former ally of President Recep Tayyip Erdogan, orchestrated the coup attempt.

They also believethe government's response thearrests, detentions or firings of more than 150,000 people is necessary to prevent another attack.On Monday alone, another 72academics were detained. Several people from the human rights organization Amnesty International are also in custody, accused of plotting another coup.

There may be mistakes and those wrongfully accused, Cil insists, but "90 per cent of what's been done is correct."

Cil'swound still hasn't healed, and he is scheduled for a sixth operation. But when askedif Turkey has healed in the last year, he says: "If the opposite had happened [had the coup succeeded], we wouldn't be here. Our country wouldn't be here."

To that Esra Ozkan Ozakcaasks"What ifneither had happened?" neither the coup attempt, nor the state of emergency and presidential decrees that followed.

"Two groups who'd worked together for years had a fight, and now 80 million people are paying the price for it," Ozkan Ozakca says, referring to the estrangement of Erdogan and Gulen.

Ozkan Ozakca and her husband,Semih, weredismissed from theirjobs as teachers in Mardin, in southeastern Turkey, this year.

"One day, someone fires you, and they say 'bye-bye, everything's done.' You're a social pariah. You can't do anything after that."

Semih Ozakcaand academic Nuriye Gulmen are accused of supporting a terror group. They insist they are being targeted solely because they are members of a leftist union and vocal opponents of the Erdogan government.

What happened after July 15, 2016, they believe, is a coup of a different kind.

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So they resist. Bothhave been on a hunger strike for 126 days, in jail for 50. The human rights monument in Ankara, where they used to gather daily, is now barricaded and surrounded by police.

The pair's goal, Esra Ozkan Ozakca says, is not to starve to death, but to force the government to give them their jobs back.Though martyrdom is not what they covet, they believe they've become important symbols of dissent, with their cause being shared around the world.

She hastaken up her husband's fight and is subsisting on water, rosehip tea and the occasional bit of candy.

She says Gulen supporters "may have actually done this." But, "the second scenario," she says, "is that the government may have needed a revolt like this to stay in power.

"It's not right to say it was a fake coup, but it's not right to say it was real, either. We don't know what really happened that night."

Shortly after our interview in Ankara last Thursday, dozens of police positioned in the street where their supporters gather daily broke up a small protest supporting the teachers, dragging some participants away.

Later the same day,Esra Ozkan Ozakca was also detained by police, then released three days later. As of today, police have placed Ozkan Ozakca and her supporters under house arrest.

Releasing all of the innocent from custody, she says, would actually help Erdogan.

"He could say these people need to be returned [to their jobs]. It would be a plus for him. It would lengthen the life of his government. It would renew his prestige in the world."